What is niobium?

No the beads are not missized. I ordered different kinds on purpose. What I didnt think of was the fact that different sizes need different sizes of stringing material. I will put another small order in tomorrow and hopefully will soon have new things I can wear \:\)

FiL had a minor surgery and H has been "preoccupied" with this. He calls and ALWAYS mirrors my mood. When I am upset (because I am tired, sleepy, with the kids) he gets upset also and talks to me like a stranger... Ohh well, it is what it is.

Guys, thanks for your comments on my last interaction with H. I know what iI need to know, I just dont do it. I was thinking about it today. This may sound as an excuse but it's real for me, when I did try to validate, show compassion, understanding etc etc, it took us NOWHERE because I was supposed to do even more. I am lacking the interaction with a man that shows his feelings, wants, wishes whatever those maybe. I wasn't like this around Christmas, I was more patient and more involved. I took seriously our MC sessions although I didnt always agree. I was "enganging" to the reconciliation process. Not anymore.

fb2, those 4 men of apocalypse gave me so much guilt when H left. I have read it many many times. I am guilty of all 3 except stonewalling. He was guilty of stonewalling and not much else because he wasnt there \:\(
Now I think I am stonewalling...

Kerry, Ikaria has a village that people sleep during the day and live during the night. They used to do it to avoid being attacked by pirates I think, their village looked abandoned and they got away without many attacks. They live like this even now and it is funny because restaurants, post, cafe's, police, doctor everybody wake up around midnight and go to bed around 10 in the morning.... Tourists dont believe their eyes...
K


Me&H:42
S11&D10
Bomb 5/2007-Sep 11/2007
Reconc.November 2009