Thanks everyone! Wow, feel like this is a team event, ha! Nice to know people are rooting for me still.. it IS hard waiting Michelle, you are right. I'm like, whats stopping you NOW then!?

I dont think he will get back with her. He has broken up with several gf's of 6 months- 2 1/2 years since he was 15 and NEVER looked back. Only with me, but then I was 9 years and BF's for 13 so...

He emailed me a few times today chatty and asking about college progress (I am knackered !!!) and said he thinks its all going to look amazing when finished. All the third year work is supposed to count, but they get 10 mins to look through your sketchbooks, so really, the show is up to 80% of the final mark and my disseration is 20%. So lots of pressure!

I'm totally concentrating on it, in fact, I havent thought about him really and just dashed off emails back to him. He said he will phone me in a bit. Guess I'm kinda hoping for him to mention band night, as he probably STILL needs to cover of others around. I dont feel as though I can do the inviting though.