WAW New life with OM #2

[ppenton]

Yesterday, had a lot of negative thoughts as I'm still battling the what could I have done before to prevent my W from leaving. I know I cannot change the past and I did not make her have an A but sometimes I'm struggling with blaming myself
So, I'll keep praying and working at this and get stronger each day.

Last night S15's team won 21-0, he had 4 hits!! It was a fun game but we felt sorry for the other team as we know how it feels to be on the losing end of a lopsided game. (W missed another game). Today's game is rained out as its been raining most of the day and we may get hail later.

After, the game last night, I picked up subs and S15 from school. S13 was home and we all had dinner together again

I asked them how they are doing and if they had any questions or concerns about mom not living at home. They both said "no" and then I asked them if they wanted to speak with a counselor and again they both said "no". So far, they seem ok but I like to check in with them every once in a while and reassure them that I love them and will be here for them. In addition, I told them they can come to me any time they want or need to talk and they both said "ok".

I will continue to pray for my W, my kids and everyone here.