Calming down and thinking things over a little bit made me realize a few things that I hadn't mentioned in my previous post.
The thing that made my PMA take a nose-dive yesterday was the comment she made about the fortune cookie. It said "You will have a romantic encounter soon!" and her comment was that her "romantic encounter" needed new batteries, so maybe she should go get some. In hindsight that's maybe not so bad, thinking about people on here that have to deal with OM's taking care of their W's, but it bothered me. Couldn't help but think you have a perfectly loving husband that would LOVE to take care of that if you will let him! Thinking back to pearl's comment earlier about her friendly, flirty behavior... Maybe this is just more of that... just making a joke...
Later something else bothered me. I told her our friends that live down the street invited us to dinner on Sun. She said she couldn't because she had a dinner to go to on Sun that she found out about a couple of days ago and that she didn't "need" to be there at our friends house. So I said maybe I'll just take the boys and go, which is what I have decided I will do. I guess it bothers me (and it shouldn't after all this time) that she keeps going to these dinners without me, even more so since I know most of the people there, not as well as her, but I do know them. Don't they think it's strange for her to be there alone? I guess not, since they don't ask me to be there.... Well, to be honest, I do not know the people that are organizing the dinner, so...
Just had to vent that out. I know better than to get my hopes up, but it's a lot harder now that some things seem to be improving. Just need to get over it and go back to basics! Feel better now!
