The adventure continues--the saga

[AFWAW]

I worry so much about you, and sometimes I have flashes of fear about how you are coping.

God Bless you lady. I am not coping as well as I'd like. My wife told me about how she got sick physically the week OM was gone and I told her now you know how I've felt for 3 months.

I don't want to hurt your ego and you don't have to respond to this. I just have a strange intuition about desperate measures with you. I really, really am worried about a layer of feelings that you may have not shared here.

I honestly don't have much of an ego left at this point. I have done anything desperate at this point. I just love my wife and want the opportunity to show her. Sadly, I don't think it's going to happen.

I PRAY that you get some counseling for yourself. I'm begging you. PLEASE!!!

Already in counseling. Thanks