Your humility is sweet, but I have more faith in you than what you describe. I think you're being lazy and hiding behind pretend ignorance. Read the book!
A velvet 2x4, nice.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
