I worry so much about you, and sometimes I have flashes of fear about how you are coping. I don't want to hurt your ego and you don't have to respond to this. I just have a strange intuition about desperate measures with you. I really, really am worried about a layer of feelings that you may have not shared here.
I PRAY that you get some counseling for yourself. I'm begging you. PLEASE!!!
OK... The hysterical woman is leaving the room.
Lucky
I agree LG. I feel the same way which is kinda where my last post came from. I went through hell with my whole D and know what a horrible blow to my ego and self-esteem it was. To have this person that you thought was the one person on this planet you could trust betray you is mind-numbing. For a long time I let my ex and what she did define me. It's true that you sometimes even start believing what they tell you. But eventually you realize that it is their problem and that you have stood for what you believe and in the end that is all that matters. You can NOT let this experience and this person DEFINE you JOHN. Look at this experience as a test of your WILL by GOD. You have passed with flying colors. When faced with adversity you stood true and can now know how you react when "under fire". Good on you mate!!! Hold your head high. For you are a father, son, soldier and a WARRIOR!!!
YOU unlike your WAW and the a$$ that is using her actually deserve to wear that uniform.
GOD BLESS THE USA AND THE WARRIORS THAT DEFEND IT EVERYDAY!!!
