Magnificent

[mishka422]

Yes, it's financial naej. There are free clinics but you still have to fill out financial info and as soon as I fill it out they say they have to bill me. They don't care that the monthly outgo is MUCH higher than the income. All they look at is income and mine is too high to qualify for even the 'free clinic'. They're only free to some, not all. The blood has stopped. I think I got it somewhat under control. It still hurts terribly but getting better.

Things must improve soon.

Oh heavens.....never say that. It seems that if I even think it that is exactly when it gets much worse.

I sit here at my desk with piles of work around me but I can't even begin to sort it into something manageable. Just can't concentrate. I'd rather just be curled up in my bed where I don't have to see anyone or act personable.