Oh, but I am a bit scared of actually being sexy. What if he still doesn't care? What do I do when/if someone else pays attention to me? I am so hungry for attention, but I really only want it from him.
He just left for work. He is mad still. He walked out and did not take the lunch I made him and said not a word. I went outside and asked him if he was really gonna leave things this way. He says he is working such long days (true) and now is not the time to be demanding. He says we had a great time on our weekend away (we did) and we had a great mother's day (we did), what exactly do I want? He says if it had been a month and he had been a d**k to me, he could understand, but he has been really trying, so what is my problem? What is my problem? I didn't even know what to say to him.
