Desperate for direction

[Doingitright]

Mulesqb...thanks for the thoughts. It just is so unpredictable. I am sorry to hear your situation. We had a 2 hour discussion and debate. She said she was heard me say if I found anything else on OM I was done. That freaked her out knowing that I am not in it for the long haul. She tried to explain the OM and insisted it was not an EA. That it ended but she could not tell me when it ended. W said she is so lost . She does not know who she is and where rhat girl went. We seem to move forward and then it just stops. No more conversations nothing we said we would do happens and W forgets what we said we would do. She is worried I am not in it for the long haul. W initiated kisses, hugs and ILY's all day yesterday. It is all so confusing. Thank you to everyone for their support and advise. My heart goes out to all who are hurting.