I would like to retract a statement I made. I allowed them to go to concerts together for both of them. I did it so she could go have fun and noone else wanted to go with her and so he could have fun doing things that I couldn't do because of my health. I told him in December that I felt it was inappropriate for them to be texting and talking to each other. He then chose to continue doing so behind my back. I was trying to be a good wife and friend and in doing so got stabbed in the back. I did NOT push my husband into my ex bestfriend's arms. He made that choice himself.
I now choose to move on.
"It is excruciating pain. It is the pain of separation, the pain of loss, the pain of dreams and expectations unrealized. It is the loss and death of a mirage."
