Yeah, I hear you on the weird. I saw an ad for The Five Love Languages online one day while in bed cuddling with my husband. Mentioned that I should order it and he just sort of rolled his eyes. He was already sneaking around with OW by that time. That was the one thing I don't think I ever understood was him walking out without us trying to get help. He said that he gave me chances. I told him that they aren't chances when you don't know you are being tested and they aren't chances when you are wanting the other person to fail because you have already moved on to someone else.

My husband is in a relationship with my ex best friend who happens to be a virgin. How sweet is it that he will be her first? *GAG* (sorry had a poor me moment)

It is what it is. I am powerless to change him. I can only change myself.


"It is excruciating pain. It is the pain of separation, the pain of loss, the pain of dreams and expectations unrealized. It is the loss and death of a mirage."