Funny thing about change. It can really do a number on you. My husband has been trying to change for so long. We both thought that it was all him needing to change. Little did I know that I needed to do some changing to. Painful experience taught me the necessity of change. Sadly, I think he is happy in a weird twisted way not changing. His change was to leave me and not have to feel pain from failing to change. Which means he avoided change and accepted failing. Am I reading this right?


"It is excruciating pain. It is the pain of separation, the pain of loss, the pain of dreams and expectations unrealized. It is the loss and death of a mirage."