And yeah SWF was quite scary.. No early on in our dating we did the... how many people have you been with. Keep in mind I was 23 at the time and she was 18. She had to go to 2 hands and I wasn't even through with my first hand. She has used sex to validate what she thinks is love and acceptance for a long time. Much longer than she has known me. I was always afraid of her cheating in any way because I knew how easily in the past... including with me... she was willing to sleep with someone.
