Thank you for your answer, Jill. No, you have not confused me. Actually your answer inspires me. I guess I am trying to convince myself that it is possible to trust again even if it takes years to build that trust. I find that paradoxically it was somewhat easier when he did not live with us (our D age 4 and me) because I did not care so much about the outcome. I mean I had mentally prepared myself for the end and planned our life after the divorce and started going out and stuff. And now I am a coward again...
To be perfectly fair to my H, he is doing a lot of little things to help. Not all that I want and think he needs to do but quite a few things. I may be too impatient. We were separated for months nd have been back together only 3 weeks.
Try aloe vera lotion for the sun burns... Works for me
Maria
"You don't throw a whole life away just 'cause it's banged up a little"
Tom Smith in "Seabiscuit"
