What about us lovely LBSs who have no contact with their spouse? I can't go any darker and to be honest, wonder if me not contacting him at all will make it easier for him to forget about me or will it make him miss me and wonder what he is missing? UGH!

I do know that when we were in contact prior to the HAYUGE blowup that the one day I was in a good mood on the phone it caused him to ask what was making me so happy and when I would go visit he said he felt like he needed to act unhappy around me so I wouldn't be sad seeing him happy without me. BLAH BLAH BLAH!

Last edited by goingtofixME; 05/13/09 02:44 AM.
"It is excruciating pain. It is the pain of separation, the pain of loss, the pain of dreams and expectations unrealized. It is the loss and death of a mirage."