Thanks Sandy, my back is a bit better. My beads came, not all of them, but most. I really had no clue what I was doing when I ordered, so now I found myself with many things that dont fit together due to size (stringing materials and beads to get stringed, LOL!!). But I sat there looking at all the colors and materials, silver, fresh water pearls, silk, leather,organza and I got really excited... Now, all I need to do is figure out what to make of them \:\)

No news on H. We had a minor "fight" on the phone last night. I was upset he didnt call me all day and he was "what's wrong, tell me what's wrong". I almost told him : "I am seperated for 2 years, my patience has run out, my money has run out too, my dad is in a bad condition, my back hurts, I need sex \:\) , my work sucks, my kids are not living a normal life, I gained weight..., I miss true love and morning kisses, WTH do you meant what's wrong???????????????"

But, I didnt... I only said "would you be able to help me if I told you whats's wrong?". He said dont be aggressive, I replied I am not, I am just fed up and ended the call...

I know fb2, I wasn't very nice.

BTW, wing man has quit his job as a wing man after talking to H a couple of times with no result. Holy man is isolated in his cave on Mount Athos and I am stuck here in between lives.

BUT, I feel better. Not so desperate, not helpless anymore. I will be fine.
K


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S11&D10
Bomb 5/2007-Sep 11/2007
Reconc.November 2009