You really should have ended the conv. with the comment about bettering myself. The rest got you nowhere you wanted to be, she knows you want to fix the R/M and there is nothing you can SAY that will change her mind.
Thinking back on the conversation you are right - the rest of it really was pointless - one of these days I will get this think before speaking thing right. The only thing that came from the conversation was her saying that she does still love me, and does not want to see me hurt or anything bad ever happen to me.
1 hour left to work day - can't wait for it to be over - go home and ride bike to work out some of the thoughts that are racing through my head.
Me 35 W 30 S 3 M 7 : T 13 yrs Separated 2/20/09 My Story
