The adventure continues--the saga

[AFWAW]

Ok, no contact from the wife at all yesterday. She didn't even call my D. That's a sign to me that I need to go through w/ what I'm about to do. She needs help. I thank everyone here for their thoughts and concerns. I realize that I may lose my wife forever by reporting her but it really bothers me that I've thrown my heart at her and it's been stomped on repeatedly. She is wrong in so many ways. I understand about the hormones and the "in love" stage of the affair and there is nothing I can do about it, I know and it frustrates the hell out of me. I have given my wife numerous opportunities to come home. This is not going to be easy. I am scared beyond belief and worried for my wife's future. Yet, I feel I must do this as I care for her deeply and it angers me beyond anything I have ever felt that she will not listen and choose logic over something that is destructive and fruitless. I did not get very much sleep last night. This madness has got to end. I pray that I am doing the right thing. I'll be checking this board before I go to talk to my commander. If anyone and I mean anyone sees a valid reason, other than the ones already stated, I implore you to state them. If I don't hear anything, I will press w/ my decision...