I never imagined things being this rough. Does everyone have that empty spot in their life that cant be filled or is it just me? I feel like i need to be doing something but nothing will do, just cant put my finger on it lol.


Anyway down to business, Talked to my W briefly on mothersday, she sounded upset like she always does. i passed the phone to my D2 quick, let them chat for awhile, told her to tell my MIL happy mothers day, that was about it. she was having a bbq with her new OM and his friends at my house, her house i guess.

On the bright side, my sister scored a job in hawaii and im going to help her move. Normally i would say im busy but ill make an exception this time lol. looks like im heading over in August for a few weeks, should be fun.

Ive thought about dating, im getting pretty lonely after six months, not a sex thing but i have almmost no companionship, i couldnt get serious with someone anyhow, as my feelings with wifey are so mixxed up.

gotta go, my #1 young lady demands some attention, its story time.

god bless you all, and take care

MLB

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.