Thanks BH...you know though, I just want to heal. I love him, there is no doubt of that. But he has hurt me in so many ways, and after a month of not hearing from him, not getting any comfort when my brother died, I was angry that he had the audacity to contact me because he needed something. No more! He wanted this and now he is going to have to stand on his own two feet.
I refuse to be a wife of convenience anymore.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..