no calls from the ow today, maybe his behavior is not directly linked to her.

i had my friend check the ow's internet page (i refuse to look), just to make sure she isnt posting her profile picture with my husband, as she did in the past.

its just of her. good sign to me, although doesnt tell all.

i guess i will see how tonight goes with H. i try not to push or nag, but it really bothers me that he stopped coming to bed.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09