Pure and simple, every time

[AliSuddenly]

I'm with Julia.. I often think, now, after he has been with ow this long (22 months??) and still not doing much, after D talk.. why keep being so 'nice', accepting calls, going for coffee/lunch whatever and also.. why walk to the tube hand in hand?? Especially if you have feelings for CEO? What would you have done if H had tried to snog you goodbye (as he did occassionally)? And if you kissed him back, what does that say for your feelings for CEO?? I'm wondering if you really have let go of H...also I am wondering if you DO still have feelings for H and dont want to D.. like Julia says, is it worth making yourself unavailable? Saying you cant see him this week when he asks, or certainly, drop his hand when he takes it? (dont have to make a big deal, just as soon as he takes it, wait a second then let go to fish for something in your handbag, but dont take his hand again afterwards)??? Stop being so compliant with him??

MIght make him realise he is losing you/lost you? Questions questions...

xxx