I know that feeling. stbxh called me last week and I laid him out. But I was in a funk for like three days after, and finally emailed him and told him not to call me anymore. Do I want him back? No. I'll never trust him again. But I still love him. I guess that will just take time.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..