You do have a way of interpreting things rather negatively, or maybe my writing just comes across as needy and whining. Reality is that I had a nice weekend, and it was nothing to do with my W. Like I said, we took her to mother's day brunch, and kids had a great time, and I was unaffected by her non-attention.
And the hummingbird? Nothing to do with W... We were on our way to church, saw one of God's beautiful creatures that was hurting or stunned, gave him a boost to get him back on his path, and enjoyed the tranquil moment interacting with nature. If I were to try and interpret it, I would probably look at it as, God puts others in the path of those of us who are injured or hurting to give us a hand when we need it, much like Sandi and Robx provided a helping hand for me when I needed it.
Maybe you think I'm asking God for signs that my W will return, or my M will improve, but that would be wrong. I'm more looking for a sign that I am following His will. If you read Sandi & robx's posts, they say the same things you have been telling me all along. let it go, turn it over to God, do what's right for me and my kids, and stop trying to do what I think W wants me to do, or what won't make her mad.
My game plan? are you referring to my decision to move back into out home on Father's day, or are you just saying in general that what I'm doing isn't working for me?
