Believe me Theo I've considered all of these factors. He has proven time and time again to be a very untrustworthy person. If we were to reconcile it would be like walking on eggshells all of the time. That is not something I want. He still blames me for his straying. He actually told me that!
That says it all.
I'm focusing on actually taking care of myself. I've had one too many wake-up calls regarding my health and mental well-being.
