Desperate for direction

[Doingitright]

Update...the weekend went quite well. I washed all the bad thoughts away as well and as often as I could. We joked and kidded around. She was profoundly sad from
the moment the moms day flowers arrived until Sunday morning. She curled up on the bed and stayed there for 2 hours or more. The kids and I rotated in and out of the room to comfort her. The said she was depressed and sad. I asked if i could help and she said no ot right now. She went out Friday nite with her freind and kept talking about how much fun she had laughing all night.

Sunday was another big day as we all enjoyed giving her gifts. The kids werereally bothered by her needing to run in the morning and not being able to make her breakfast before church. After much prodding she agreed to have a bowl of cereal as a family before she went running.


I have so many questions running through my mind.