Well financial details have been exchanged but all is quiet. Im at peace with my descision to move to settlement even though it will end my marriage. I need a home- am 60 in a fortnights time- and cant manage financially without a split of the assets. I think of him every day and my heart aches just to speak to him but there are no tears left.I feel sure that we will connect again at some level in the future but now he cant face talking.Ive been having dreams about him and am obviously trying to process this- in the last one he was wrapped in cellophane(!)but seemed to be indicating that we could communicate and I woke feeling optimistic. In the meantime, my life is placid with work and family.We would have been married 30 years this December.
