I am still here. I check the boards every day. I just haven't been posting. I went and reread my earlier posts and I sound like a whiny baby. I am really confused and don't know what to do. My W is done with me I think and I really don't want that, but I have to accept it. She hasn't filed but I think she is close.
I just can't get past my insecurities with this EA and I keep bringing things up or stay mad deep down and it affects my mood. I think I said earlier that I just can't get past myself on this thing and it has happened again. Today was a horrible day. Rainy, miserable and we had a big fight today. She told me she is done. I am not done, but I may have to be.
Again, I appreciate your help and sticking with me. I have been reading everyone else's threads to try to give me perspective and advice while I haven't been posting.
