Thanks K.. I look forward to reading it! Yep, we'll see.

Its unnerved me a bit him calling. He can chat to me about the meadow out the back of his house and how he has been gardening there all day, with the view of the coast down the hill and the 16th C inn by the beach that he walked down to last night and the band he heard.. and all I am thinking is... should have been OUR weekend. Thats what we moved here for. And I still havent seen where he lives of course.

I actually feel MORE nervous now he is no longer with Helen, but still hasnt said he wants to try again. I inagine he will enjoy the freedom and start to feel differently about things.. it will be easier to tell when I see him next, as always. I never could tell over the phone as we only ever do this chit chat thing.

The good news is, I told him I had got two viewings booked on our house, which we are renting out again and he was super pleased about that.. crazy man! we have been apart 18 months !!!