MLC Maybe?

[Jerri]

I'm off to a different attorney next Wednesday. See what this one says. But I have more of a plan now re finances.

I finally saw my H after two months. Daughter had a rowing competition and we were both there. He spent all his time running away from me and avoiding me. It would have been funny if it wasn't so pathetic.

I finally went up to him and just said "how how are you?" He got that deer in the headlights look and I swear if he could have jumped in the river he would of. I repeated the question seeing as he didn't answer. He finally replied "oh uh fine. How are you?". I just went "Oh I'm great. See you" and I spun on my heel and left. He continued to avoid me.

Why the hell am I even bothering to try and save this marriage?
My H is gone and he is NOT coming back. He has this new woman who apparently is just wonderful. Even better he is leaving wrk early, going in late, taking days off for her - something he NEVER did for me in our entire 23 years of marriage - that makes me sick, all the years I used to beg him to take a day off, come home early and he would simply never do it - now he does it all the time for someone else.

I have absolutey no reason to see him (this was my daughter's last race), or talk to him. So doing 180's is pointless.

I am feeling totally hopeless about my marriage. Oh my daughter wanted to know why I was still wearing my wedding ring....