Way to go on the PMA. I also need to de-personalize. I don't know what is holding me back. Like seeing her car at the gym isn't sign enough that he isn't coming back. Enjoy the kids. It's always good for everyone all around.
"It is excruciating pain. It is the pain of separation, the pain of loss, the pain of dreams and expectations unrealized. It is the loss and death of a mirage."