Magnificent

[mishka422]

Handling like a pro? No, just handling it with the tiny, pea-sized bit of emotional steel I have. It's hard to keep the old emotions from popping up. I know that part of my life is closed, but it bangs on the door of my heart like a monster trying to get out sometimes.

Nothing to tell about CG really. We always talk when we see each other, just small talk. He's a very funny guy so he's easy to talk with. We went to Waffle House after the group and I sat with him and another of the girls from the group and her 3 year old (very entertaining!). I did make a point to tell CG that the beard and longer hair looked really good and made him look very rugged. He smiled his silly, crooked smile and jokingly said, "Yeah, it's growing on me." Ha! Get it? Growing on him.

Other than that, we didn't say much else. He's a great one to look at and talk to, like I've said before. He's just the kind of man I could see myself with someday. He makes for some nice dreams sometimes. I hope he finds happiness with a kind woman that deserves him and will love his kids. He's just that special.

Happy Mother's Day to all of my fellow mother's out there. I am just going to hope that Marc even remembers that it is Mother's Day. He's pretty clueless.