Setting Boundaries for MLC Alien H

[In Limbo]

One more thing to consider...one of H's complaints about me is that I tend to "sweep things under the rug" rather than dealing with them. Sometimes I think by DBing I'm just sweeping more and more under the rug. I could hear the frustration in his voice today when he asked me if I was ok and I said yes, nothing's wrong and he knew that wasn't the case. So, I'm wondering how I can do a 180 with that without getting too much onto the R topic. It was almost like he really wanted me to bring it up. Or maybe I'm reading too much into it? I almost just told him that the movie was sad to me b/c I believe he thinks his "serendipity" is to be with someone else and I believe we are meant to be and that's difficult for me to take, especially when he's holding me and being affectionate (even intiating ML) while we watch it. Thoughts?

Man, it's so hard to detach when they're at home and gone and at home and gone......