I am ok really. I am accepting. I dont think he will get back together with Helen, no. And I have never posted about their compatibility, because I dont know her "star sign". I do think we will be friends, because I forgive him and I can be his friend and at this point in our history, I'd like to stay friends at least.
I dont know if he will come back, stay with me forever, or me with him either. Its too hypothetical. I said all along, I just want a 2nd chance.. after that, our R will have no better or worse odds than any other random man I could meet and choose to date. But some peoople have to make up that 5-10% hey.
Naej, I'm sorry your H hurt you so badly after 45 years, thats awful. "We can wish and dream and know all we want but sometimes it just does not happen." ..but this sounds like "your" stuff. Not mine.
