Hi Lisa, nice to see you. Yes, planning to make bead jewellery with silver. I may not be able to sell any but I will sure have new jewelery this summer...
fb2, I have told him (like I have been telilng you) with all different ways INCLUDING MANY TIMES POSITIVE ONES what I want exactly. How can you tell someone 'I want you to love me". Ohh, wait... I've told him that and even gave him specific examples, oh well, no pride left I guess but we knew that didnt we?
So, I pick up the kids from the newspaper and he tells me thru the window, that my son and his nephew arranged that he comes over with his nephew tomorrow. He repeates and waits for my nodd "they arranged it, son and nephew". I am astonished again by the fact that he used the kids as if he couldnt say no, as if he he couldnt avoit it but making it clear it wasnt his suggestion. He is weak, lost, stubborn and VERY selfish.
fb2, you say clear communication. It's very hard to establish communication with a man that cant voice his thoughts, his wishes, his needs. He only voices his anger
I am done playing games. October to May are...7,5 months and that is enough. Of course he brings his nephew over and we wont be able to talk tomorrow nor has he suggested any time and of course (Sara) he never managed to send me that letter to let me know what his issues are.
I may leave the house when he comes. Just to make a clear statement this isnt what I like. We are separated and I am still the meanest person he knows. We are heading for a divorce and I even think that he is OK with it now. He wont pull the trigger just as I wont pull it. Only I think I am ready now. K
