I believe theres something wrong with me

[Sorrow]

Crazy isn't the word for it! I work 6 days a week and pretty much have to keep on with a 17 year old to care for I have taken the pictures down and even took off the ring today. Yes it is hard with no one to talk to about the way I am feeling. I am gonna start going to a place called divorce care in the city every wed there are a lot of nice people there that can help me with making new friends and talking through my feelings. As far as hobbies never really had any but gardening at the house we shared we had a lot of property and that is where she lives now I have had to move into a Apt for financial reasons to keep cost down. I will try to find something new to do it is a good idea just not sure how to afford it right now.

I think I have to go dark as you put it and make no contact at all. But if she contacts me how do I know when its the right time to respond back?


Sorrow