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hopefulinEG,
Yeh I find it hard to not ask questions about her. I don't even know what the situation is for sure, if they are seeing each other or not. I feel like I need to know and want to ask but haven't said anything this week. It would be nice to know what I'm dealing with but I have no way to know without asking. I don't know if I should keep it friendly with H or just not talk to him.

Had a girls night IN actually. It went good. I had fun and it was really relaxing. Had lots of pizza and chocolate yum. And watched some funny shows and laughed and chatted a lot.

Today I did housework and went out shopping in my town. It's my nephew's bday next week and I was looking for some deals so I could send him a little bday pack since I live so far away I won't get to see him. He loves getting mail. Should of gone to gym too but didn't manage.

Tomorrow I'm making dinner for a friend and we are going to look at trip planning as we are both considering doing some traveling next year. I would love to go away for a couple months and see some new places. This is something I've always wanted to do but felt I couldn't bc of being in long term relationship and married. So I figure if I'm going to do something big for me this would be it.

Also really have to do some grad study homework, time is running out and can't get motivated at all to do the work and then when I try can't concentrate. So this is my big goal for the week. I have a presentation on Thursday and am worried!

So that's how my GAL is going. Still could do more but I am waiting to make any new commitments until all my grad work is handed in as I have a heavy 6 weeks ahead of me.

I have to decide about my living situation by July. H is paying rent until July and I can't afford this place on my own(well I could just barely but would have nothing left over each month) so its not all that realistic to stay here. I wish I could just make him keep paying bc I don't like the idea of moving!