So just got back from daughters soccer game. Sat next to wife and another friend.
Don't understand the feelings that go through my head. I look at her and just think "you're just a woman that had and affair on your husband and tried to blame it all on him and you think it's okay and normal"
very unappealling.... but then when I leave there is some other feeling mixed in there... she talks to me a little during the game but doesn't say goodbye...just walks off, but then again so did I ....
Don't really understand it. Someone said it is bundled in that whole "rejection package of emotions". When does that go away and why is it bothering me.
I mean I drop my daughter off this morning an hour before the game, daughter has a birthday party to go to so we (daughter and I) went and got a present, wrapped it. all wife had to do was bring daughter to soccer and they make it there 2 minutes before the game and she says she has to go back because she was stressed out and forgot water bottle, hat and sunglasses...
Geeze you only had our daughter for on friggin hour and you're stressed out.
