Peace,

H has told me he isn't ready for me to be part of that part of his life right now. I think that's because he'd rather share it with OW. Since she's married and he's pursuing her to be more than a friend (not sure if she's reciprocating, but I believe so), that's a way for him to invite her to public events. Yes, it's a sexual thing between two partners and that's why it hurts for him to exclude me. Just found the ticket for tonight and it's not a class at all (knew that b/c there ARE no classes tonight) but turns out it's a formal sit-down event to view a competition. Why wouldn't he just say "I'm going to a competition"? Because there would not be any reason for me not to go since he will not be dancing, just observing. Oh, and b/c he's probably taking OW too, yeah there's that.

What hurts so much is him holding me and loving on me....so confusing.

Will post more later when after take care of the kids....


Me 39
H 38
T22/M15
S11
S7
EA Confirmed 3/11/09
Sep Weekdays Only 4/09