Well I thank you for the explanation then, it did sound rather blunt!
I do post in detail, because this for me is an online journal (so sorry for the waffle!) and also, I want to help others who may be reading along with my sitch (as it used to help me).
Funny you should say a novel. For a long while, I have wanted to turn this into a book, but I didnt know the ending or couldnt think how I could end it. But now the Piscean came in and then, I realised he wasnt the one for me anymore and my ex has finished with ow.. well maybe a Hollywood ending is in sight!!?
Not that I like Hollywood films, in fact, I cant stand them usually !
I'm ok with needy and depressed. My ex is a lovely, warm hearted, entertaining, funny funny guy.. but he could be depressed and needy at times over the past 13 years, I never minded, I found it kinda endearing actually (oh dear). Lovable shall we say. I dont like macho guys, I prefer the sensitive gentle criers !
