Uh.. wtf!? I have NO intentions of swooping anywhere, nor rescue, "a bloody soap opera"? How impolite!
Hey Breton, MsM, thanks for your good wishes..yep, finally something is different hey.
Hey K!..I'm feeling pretty good actually, calm, relaxed, moderately excited.. happy to wait and see what happens next and in the meantime I have plenty of college work to do ! I'm VERY excited about my sculptures.. I am making my own outsized book, with lead for a cover (it represents the planet Saturn, which has been the cause of all our suffering for 2 years, us Pisceans!!)
You're right, this is a huge deal.. because its the end of an era. I dont care what he says, he DID see her as a possibility before he left me (why else was he sneaking out of the house to call her on his mobile?) and now they have finished, he is nearing the end of that chapter in his life. I am sure he still needs to let go of it/her because he must have had some hopes for their R, else why would he have been attracted to her in the first place? I understand that, my EA thing spanned 2 1/2 years. I'm not expecting to hear from him at all and I'm fine with that. One thing I do know, they will NEVER get back together, I just know.. so thats good too!
For now, I am happy to let him be upset/wobbly/distant, whatever. I think my time will come !! End of May.. I said didnt I, all along, something will shift then.
