and B, I know this is going hurt. You put a lot of effort into trying to make this M work, and I applaud you for that. There are so many people that don't do what you did, and just give up. Your always going to have some kind of love for him. He was your husband, and he's K's dad. But the more you realize your self-worth does not come from him, I think the better you will be.
btw, it's not a bad thing to want your family together, don't feel bad that you are hurting, but just remind yourself of what her "reward", as you called it, is. She is in a bigger mess than you ever were, and he is in an ever bigger one. He will face a lot of consequences in the years to come because of these choices.
Me 33 H 34 S9 S3 M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs) EA/PA 1/2006 DB 5/2006 H wants D 6/2006 H wants ME 8/2006 H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006 H erased OW off phone! 2/2007
"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."
