How on earth did you do that?.... I know prayer helps and I do that but that is so hard....I sometimes wonder whats the point....It seems every time I pray for him..for our family...I get bombarded with memories.....it feels good not to even think about him....I know what I have to do....just get overwhelmed sometimes......I work so while I am at work I dont have time to think about our mess but as soon as I am on my way home and when I get home...there it is starring me in the face ....yet again...
