Drawing a line and grabbing the seeds!

[cire2]

Hmmm, friday late afternoon and not a word from her. That sure hurts.

Her last text to me on sunday afternoon said she didn't want to talk then but we would get together in a day or two and figure out where we go from here. She also stated she hoped we would keep our friendship.

I replied twice on sunday hoping she would reconsider (bad) and of course I'm her friend cause I love her and want a shared future with her. (bad again)

I've realized my backslide and have been dark since my last text sunday. I'm hurt and suprised I haven't heard from her at all. My mind is full of speculation and assumptions. So I post here and read some hoping to gain a bit of clarity.

I miss her terribly! Yet I'm confused and a bit overwhelmed, not only with her but the fact my XW and I had contact after so long.

I'm thinking I need to stay dark and let her initiate contact but like most here I swing like the proverbial pendulum. She still has keys to this house and belongings/clothes over here. She also has a TV of mine at her place. So I'm guessing at some point there'll be contact but I don't know.

Any thoughts on the staying dark idea???

FIB I know you'll post and look forward to your feedback. Wouldn't mind hearing from any others who read this I could use the help and support.

cire