You become aware of an entirely new world that you were previously naive about.
That door swings both ways. Love, compassion, forgiveness, faith, hope, empathy, truth, honesty, humbleness and devotion are also very eye-opening. Don't sell yourself or your W short. You are capable of amazing things. Cheers
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
