Desperate for direction

[Doingitright]

She is an addict and a compulsive liar. I just said last night to her that I trusted her to do things. It just needed to move slow so I can gain all the trust back.

Then she stabs me in the back the very next day. I swear every time we have made progress of 1 step in the right direction we have taken a mile long step backward. I was just starting to think this will be a great mothers day weekend.

I just finished my session with the DB coach and he and I were so proud of the progress thus far. The indications that she was giving seemed very positive. Now I am back to square one deciding if it is all worth it.

I loved her very much at the beginning of this process but these repeated lies are killing me. Even if this was an innocent email...it is the only one that was caught. Who knows what emails were missed or if it even stopped. They are so stupid as she is sending him the emails at work. They are going to kill to families in one fell swoop. Truely sad. Now all I am thinking about is how good I can make my case to keep the kids.