You're not wrong to want it all. There is no point in settling for second best.
Yes, you love Dan, without a doubt, but you have to take care of yourself first - emotionally, spiritually, and physically. He has been a huge sinkhole in your life and will continue to be unless he man's up and does the right thing. I will pray he does, but that darned free will thing is pretty hard for people to overcome.
STRENGTH to you BBJ!
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!