Desperate for direction

[iwantittowork]

62906: I don't know you , but I know your hurting, as most of us are on this forum, no matter what happens you have to focus on yourself as well.

I have only just begun reading your main post, and I hope that this is not your last post, as I think you have a lot to learn, as well as a lot to share on this board.

I hope you find the strength to work on yourself, not matter what happens in your R, that is what is keeping me focused and above water, try to find those little things that make you feel better and hold onto them.

Peace, I hope you do well.