Just kind of journalizing I guess.

Another attempt to be cordial and extend a hand in friendship denied.

She asked me to call her last night in regards to finishing up our conversation from Monday night that did not end so well (on her behalf). So I called and she immediately 'logged in to combat mode' so that conversation never took off nor lasted long. Once again wants to be friends, but will not let her hostility go.

Oh well, I have better things to do for myself and family than fight with her over the same old issues that she denies. I've recongnized my issues and have learned and grown from them and live to not make them again. She seems to thrive off her denial and wish to try and make me live in misery. That I will not provide. I find it very saddening for her, I really do.


Me 35/XW 33
S13 & S12
M: 10/17/98
OM & S: 07/08
D final 06/09/09
12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing"
06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10
06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11